umnick is fat

This is no one's fault but mine, but I just wanted to say this cause it's the most annoying thing ever. And that is that no one realizes how good I really am. When someone says my name they think of my runs years ago where I was already getting game changing world records and those are still my best runs in a lot of people's eyes. But I'm sooooo much better now. I just failed a 1;00.6 on into the jungle helpless. Just imagine if I didn't fail it. Max's 101.767 is considered one of the best runs ever gotten and here I am nearly beating it by over a fucking second. I would be so grateful for my talent if I didn't grind my ass off 5 hours a day hopelessly spamming runs just to get halfway through a game changing run and fail, hundreds of times. Every time I get on I think this is it. This is when I get the run. (Because it's a fucking easy run to get) But every time, I waste hours of my time for nothing. That is the sole reason I upload once in a blue moon. If I was as consistent as the others, I'd be unbelievably far infront of everyone else in the speedrunning community