Okay so basically, I am locked out of my original account. My original account is firekillerxx (you can search it up on here, it exists). I had to make THIS account because whenever I log into my original account, I am given the message "Due to recent a recent increase in accounts being taken over because of reused passwords, we have taken precautions and reset the passwords of all users. Please use the "Forget password" option to set a new password for your account". Now, the problem with this, and the reason I had to create this account in the first place is that the email I had attached to my original account got deleted by google a couple years ago (I didn't do it, I have no idea why it happened, I just know it caused hell for me). Because my email got deleted, I can't log into that email to change my password, thus locking me out of my original account forever.

Is there anyway for me to get it back, or am I just screwed for forever lol?