THiEF, yeah I completely agree with you. God knows what reasons I had for starting speedrunning. I've come to terms with the fact that I am just not that good ¯_(ツ)_/¯ now there's people like TomatoTom that deserve alot more respect than what they get. Idk man I was an interesting person back then. I'm not glad I left but I've been alot more well mentally after first letting the stress of doom speedrunning off my shoulders and not long after quitting rainbow six siege for good. I'm probably gonna find a way to deactivate my speedrunning account so I thought I might as well check in before I attempt to do so.
Yeah yeah i know i quit speedrunning a few months ago and pissed some people off with my exit message but i am bored and want to talk to the people i met back in December