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ChinaNanjimao7 years ago

The following is the firemizuque response in China (The source file is Chinese) I've been running this for about a year, from 10min06secs when I first took on this to the 10min06secs now, the gain and loss within is only known by myself. During that time X-squad organized a NG2 relay run, I who was kinda overestimated also was offered a part in it, I didn't shy back and took the last run, which was quite a challenge for me cuz I didn't know much of NG2. Thanks to my diligence and a appropriate plan, in just 3 days, I got a striking 10min50+sec by chance, which was more than enough for the coming relay.

Afterwards I put NG2 on the backburner, my real opponent, is from NG1. I won't go any length on how I feel about it. As I played more and more of it, certain delicate feel was gradually forming in my heart. Without knowledge of the so-called frames, even for the tight frame-perfect manuevres, people have their neurons to rely on. Feels of this sort are trickier to convey than personal experiences. It's like, something you feel difficult whereas for me it's like breeze, vice versa. People are different by default, I for one is a doofus in fighting games.

After the first time I saw Jimmy's speedrun, or should I say the first time I saw a foreigner playing, apart from fascination, awe was what all was left in me, I hadn't the time to think: is it real? Instead, I flouted my insolence, the hauteur in me soon tided over. Before others' runs, I'm like a droplet in the ocean, in terms of strategems, execution, constancy, innovation or reflex, I'm far from the same level of them. In the past, I never anticipated I could be one of them, not even close, that was, because of my weakness. But over time, I could finally be proficient enough and be one with the game I'm keen on.

Weaknesses are there, the difficulty of overcoming them in a short peroid, went without saying. Things like reflex, should be what younger people go for, for someone my age, should set eyes on both experience and reflex. I who excel at summary would of course jump at any chance to make myself better, I would treasure words that may otherwise just wash over other people. Therefore I enhanced my abilities in risk surmise, with one operation input, I could reckon the connection with the later movements, so I could be warned before it's too late, rather than be wise to it right before death.

About choke point, people encounters choke points in every line of work, speedrunning is no exception. When most of the runners in the community pushed their limits or dwelt on quick kill, I made stuffs like routing and strategies my perspective. In my personal opinion, pulling off stunts is sure fancy, but it serves as icing of cake, what we use to conquer the enemy, is the basics and the strategems. I may not be able to anticipate what my opponent's gonna do, in times of such perplexity, I'll just do my best is enough, ostensibly I'm competing with the others, in fact I'm facing myself. Whether you're willing to admit your weaknesses or to acknowledge your opponents' mightiness or to learn from your enemy, these are what we must face in the process of improving our abilities. For most people nobody want to admit defeat, they stop at trash talk and sulk, rather than put it into action. No one remains a winner or loser forever. Having summarized the routings of most of the runs in existence, I settled on a route most fit for me. There're things people deem difficult, I dunno how to put it, now I can get past things once I deem difficult without much effort, as they say, quantitative change give rise to qualitative change.

When people are questioning the routing of 4-1, the aporias they were talking about is either long resolved by me or I don't feel much of. You never know the first exploding fireball is what I fear the most.

The scorching wheel in 5-1, even if I failed to get it, I'd planned and practiced strategies without the scorching wheel nonstop for the coming 5-2.

Jumping the wall directly in 7-1, that was meant to to push the limit, for those who say if I fail the run's over, I just wanna tell, I went for the first place, I wouldn't be able to if I didn't try, which is no different from reset. And, this is a game, not life, we can start it over as we want.

Accepted or declined, I'm indifferent and without regret. When the time's out, I wasn't very rapturous, cos I couldn't find a reason to swank, about an antiquated game tens of years old, I did it for myself. As my mentor said, maintain a scholarly attitude even when playing games. At the cost of the copious time with which I should be doing my academic work, I did it. For the most part I feel ashamed, to allocate time on this, though I've read a lot of books, things are not well organized, and I've not been very productive, this way industrialization'll be tricky. Whoever treat academics with meticulous, scrupulous attitude will be as good as, or even better than me.

Weltanschauung's reflected through how people look at my WR. They doubt it because they couldn't do it, so others couldn't either. In such people's worlds, only he can do something, maybe it's been long since he was last dumbfounded. It's a big world out there, Ohon was doubted when he first cut a figure, new ideas will inevitably be libeled.

It's just that I feel sad about comrades of my country, they submit for me. I'm merely one of the many speedrunners in China, doozy runners like "xiuluowentian","xinlei" will go about snatching the first place. By setting the record I'm merely telling myself I did it, and mark the end of my gamer's life, the purpose of submission, is to tell the westerners, constrained by our country's conditions (large population, pressure from livelihood), we can't sit in our little world carefree, grind for records while obtaining welfares. WR in itself is a matter of possibility, if the sample capacity is large enough, any dense guy could make it, but what good of it? With us and you not on an even keel, we still managed to make a difference, by which I mean, under pressure of livelihood, we're not inferior than you lots.

At the very least, in our country, people sitting around playing games all day, are surely to be forsaken by the society.

Lastly, maybe it's variance in views between oriental and occidental world, westerners update their achievement, make known every bit of improvement, so that people around know how you're making progress step by step. But in our country, most of the time ostentation is to be rebuked, so we're more used to stash our strength before cutting a swath. It's part of our culture, we understand yours, but you may not ours. Many Chinese want to make a difference overnight, though they've been striving, and have achieved many little bits, they're not prone to show off.

Standing under this sky and finding a place to be, I just want peace of heart, I have not regrets.

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