i really need help because i got an xbox and haven't been using it, is there a way to get back into being motivated to start to run bfbb?

Why do something if you don't enjoy it? if you're not motivated to do something, it makes it seem like you don't enjoy it.

I feel ya, sometimes i like to practice strats i dont do yet while watching tv. sometimes learning another category is fun too

If you haven't PBd on Xbox yet, a free PB is always a good motivator

try a new category! plenty of em to learn

I think if you want to have the motivation to run a game, then the motivation is already there, but something else is preventing you from actually doing a run. It might help to just turn on the xbox out of impulse and a timer and start playing, without stopping to evaluate how much you feel like doing it.