I enjoy trying to learn things. I'm different than everyone in my school. I'm extremely observant and I mentally question everything. My questions are logical and mature questions. I never ask them aloud because other students make fun of me, even though I'm being the most mature person there.
I bet everyone else from my school is outside chasing and throwing balls, and screaming at the top of their lungs, and beating each other up, and being idiots.
I, on the other hand, am keeping my mind active. I have a journal that I frequently write in, and I have an enormous notebook that I am using only for MATH. Not math in school, but math at my home. I've already taught myself how to use Sigma. I'm an isolated little hermit in my home that has unappreciated--and unrealized-- genius. I love learning things.
Did I mention that everyone else is probably being idiots? I'm currently trying to learn how to hack (shh...) and I already know more than other kids know. The other idiots at my school don't know the difference between "hacking" and "cheating." They have games on their iPhone 1000's, and apply cheats to the game. They don't ENJOY the games. They just cheat to get to the top--just like in real life!
I don't cheat. I have NEVER cheated. Not in video games, and especially not in school. I've never cheated. But the other kids always cheat. Always! During tests/quizzes I always see them looking on pieces of paper with answers. Most of them never study, but I do. Another thing: they constantly have their phones out in school. They think they're cool and smart with their phones inside the desks. I never bring my phone to school for two reasons: One, it's old (iPhone 5); Two, I don't want to get caught with it and get in trouble.
All the other kids are athletic and don't care about their education. They all want to get into football/soccer/basketball leagues. And they'll make money off that! They are the most stupid bastards in school, but STILL GET GOOD GRADES. The teachers look at the smart kids (such as myself) and don't care; they see an athletic idiot and act like they're the best kids in the school. Kids in my school get grades based on popularity, basically. AND IT PISSES ME OFF MORE THAN ANYTHING.
(Okay I'm actually in tears now.)
I think I'm done ranting for now... I hope I've made my point...
(Still crying; my hands and my keyboards are wet with my tears.)
GOD I'M SUCH A CHILD.
